Down to the Bone
Posted by Robin Easton
I’ve missed being here on these pages with you, very much. It’s amazing that we have never met face to face and yet I feel very close to you and think of you throughout my days. I appreciate your patience, kindness and support. Getting my book, Naked in Eden, ready for publication has taken all of my time and energy. I am going seven days a week right now. It is a constant whirlwind, which often leaves me reeling, and yet very excited and growing in leap and bounds.
Most days the only break I manage is my solo 4 – 6 mile walk, half of which is up hill. I lose myself on these walks. It truly is my time. I love to stride, arms swinging with purpose, legs striding out to meet Life, feeling the Earth beneath me and the infinite sky above.
I do just over four miles in 45 minutes, then anything over that I pace myself. That’s roughly 11 minutes for each mile. Walking burns out all the weirdness of staring at a computer all day and most evenings. I walk in ALL weather, snow, rain, fierce wind and sun. I simply walk. For me it’s freedom. I LOVE to strike out at a rapid clip, as if I could lift my wings and and fly. The wind grabs my soul and says, “Robin, come with me. I will fill you with passion. I will blow you clean. Hang on to me and I will set you free.” I forget about work and all the demands and totally lose myself to this ONE single moment.
Today I am too brain dead to share anything profound. I seem unable to gel enough thoughts into a post. On my walk I thought of you and how truly GOOD you are, the best. It hit me that I could be myself with you. I could be honest and tired and have nothing to give. Then it hit me that I do have something to give, it’s just not what I might normally give. Sometimes fatigue can strip us down to our most beautiful and authentic selves. We no longer try (even subtly) to impress or seek approval by writing something all tidy and coherent. We don’t have energy for that. There is something beautifully clean about being stripped down to the bone. I think it is the freest feeling I’ve ever known. It washes out all pretense, all fear, all untruth. I touch my creator and know through and through who I am.
Walking along this afternoon, I realized the one thing I could give you was the overwhelming love I feel for you. I have no profound insights, wisdom or lessons. What I do have is a deep gratitude for all that you generously and lovingly add to my life. It is so much. It’s something so magical and vastly powerful that you have changed who I am and how I see humanity. It is YOU who have done this.
For tonight I move naked through Eden, with my soul bare, and it is more than enough. It is everything that really matters to me. The rest is just words. Bless you my dear friends, each of you. Wherever you are in this moment know that you are seen, appreciated, needed, and loved. You make a difference.
Love,
Robin
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Shirley Says:
24 March 2010 at 8:48 pm.
I’ve been out of it myself. I just don’t feel like writing. I have drafts of pieces that sit because I just want to be outside with my kids playing tag and planning for the next day’s school. These days my focus is so centered on them that I have a one track mind. Not that writing is unimportant, but my children are more important. I started getting angry with people on social networking sites who felt that I owe them something because I have an account and I should pay attention to them. No, I have a family that is my first priority.
The first night it was warm enough, I grabbed my coat, two really heavy blankets, a camping chair and my Winnie The Pooh house shoes. I sat outside looking at the stars for well over an hour. My back yard doesn’t have power lines or a street. Just the shadow of the trees that are waiting for leaves to grow. It was so awesome and peaceful. I haven’t felt so at peace in years.
Point is, I am not you priority. I don’t expect to be and I would never demand that. I will demand to know when your book will be released though as soon as you know (silly little details LOL!) 
Even when you aren’t being “profound” you have moments of genius. What is profound is that you just pointed out in a round about way that you aren’t a robot you are human. Only robots produce the same thing time and again and those are faulty because they can break down.
“I have no profound insights, wisdom or lessons.”
I am now on a mission to prove you wrong bare with me…
“Sometimes fatigue can strip us down to our most beautiful and authentic selves. We no longer try (even subtly) to impress or seek approval by writing something all tidy and coherent. We don’t have energy for that. There is something beautifully clean about being stripped down to the bone. I think it is the freest feeling I’ve ever known. It washes out all pretense, all fear, all untruth. I touch my creator and know through and through who I am.”
Now, do you see what I see? You can’t help but to say something profound. That’s who you are. You are someone with meaning and purpose. Sure, you have goofy moments but through the goofy moments, deep down, weather it be nature or people you care about everything and that in itself is profound.
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John - Zen-Moments Says:
24 March 2010 at 9:08 pm.
Robin,
Sometimes the best we have to share is the honesty that comes when we think we have nothing to share.
Bare bones breeds honesty and honesty is always in vogue
Cheers,
John
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Keeper Says:
24 March 2010 at 9:28 pm.
I like what Bruce Lee said:
“I am learning to understand rather than immediately judge or to be judged. I cannot blindly follow the crowd and accept their approach. I will not allow myself to indulge in the usual manipulating game of role creation. Fortunately for me, my self-knowledge has transcended that and I have come to understand that life is best to be lived and not to be conceptualized. I am happy because I am growing daily and I am honestly not knowing where the limit lies. To be certain, every day there can be a revelation or a new discovery. I treasure the memory of the past misfortunes. It has added more to my bank of fortitude.†Bruce Lee
Keep up the good work Robin.
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Mike Foster Says:
24 March 2010 at 9:34 pm.
Wow, Robin, I can so relate to what you’re going through. Some days the only solace away from my incredibly busy schedule is my walk, which I try to take daily, just like you. I am thrilled and awaiting your book, understanding fully the daily grind that writing, but especially editing and polishing, takes on the mind, body, and spirit. I know you will thrive and survive and enjoy the days, the moments, the journey…because, after all, that is what life is.
peace,
Mike
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Lydia Says:
24 March 2010 at 9:57 pm.
How meaningful this post was for me. Just when I needed it there you were sending out your love….and showing a most beautiful place for a walk.
Love,
Lydia
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24 March 2010 at 10:12 pm.
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Jonathan - Advanced Life Skills Says:
24 March 2010 at 10:15 pm.
It’s an amazing ability you have Robin, to transcend time and space. To reach out and totally connect with individual hearts so completely. It’s late and I am mostly brain dead also, but none of that hinders your ability to touch me with your open, unguarded honesty. Thank you!
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Steven Aitchison Says:
24 March 2010 at 10:45 pm.
Keep walking Robin we are all behind you willing you on and waiting for the release of the book. I’ve recently started walking as part of an exercise regime and walk about 2 miles in 28 minutes and I thought I was doing well – 4 miles in 45 minutes that’s practically running at just over 5MPH.
Even posts like this seem profound, you’re just a regular little Buddha
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Lauren Says:
24 March 2010 at 10:57 pm.
What a beautiful and moving message to stumble upon as a first time visitor.
A lovely way to end an evening of another day of life on this remarkable planet.
Kindred spirits.
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Patty - Why Not Start Now? Says:
25 March 2010 at 1:21 am.
So touching and beautiful, Robin. You give much here, without realizing it. You give a slice of your life, your story, and then I’m walking with you in my imagination, by your side, trying to keep up with your pace, feeling the wind push me along and blow me clean too. Now, when I take my own walk tomorrow, you will be by my side. I’ve always wanted a walking buddy! So as far as I’m concerned, it’s the greatest gift to allow others into your experience, and I’m honored to receive it. And your love as well. That’s really good too! So thank you.
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Nancy Says:
25 March 2010 at 3:08 am.
Robin, so nice to hear from you. You have also been missed. I’ve been wondering what has been going on with you. The picture you posted above took my breath away. You are so fortunate to be surrounded by all that beauty.
Wanted to ask you something: Are you on any writer’s sites? I am on two, one on which I am an administtrator. Wondered if you might be interested in joining us?
Love to you too, Nancy
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Zeenat{Positive Provocations} Says:
25 March 2010 at 4:16 am.
Darling Robin,
You certainly know how to make me and all your readers feel special. Thank you for this beautiful post. I love you cause your are so open and giving and warm and caring. Such a lovely person inside out….
I am so glad that your book is coming along great….i cant wait for it be published so that i can get my hands on it. I just know it will be out of this world!
Am busy with my little ebook project. Yes, next month i will be celebrating my blogs 1st birthday with the launch of a Best of Positive Provocations ebook. Will send it to you…do give me your loving advice and comments
I just feel so warm and cozy every time i come here. I have missed you so so much….
So much love,
Zeenat~
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Trine Says:
25 March 2010 at 5:28 am.
I have learned that in sharing myself when vulnerable, tired. not “at my best” is when I show the deepest trust and love ……. I have learned that by receiving the same. Thank you for your gift of love and appreciation.
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Nadia - Happy Lotus Says:
25 March 2010 at 6:52 am.
Hi Robin,
Walking is one of the most powerful forms of meditation. Nothing clears the head better than a good long walk.
Glad to know that all is going well with the writing of the book even though it is intense. The creative process is a powerful one and have no worries, we will always be here when you are ready to share with us.
Sending you lots of love, hugs and blessings! You go, girl and keep shining bright as you always do!
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nothingprofound Says:
25 March 2010 at 7:50 am.
Robin-the profoundest thing you can do is to be your vibrant, beautiful self. That’s enough for us.
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Tess The Bold Life Says:
25 March 2010 at 8:50 am.
Robin,
Do you even know how powerful you are…right down to the bone?
How fun to have Patti as a walking partner.
Z. says your book will be out of this world…I think You are out of this world!
I know the tired you speak of…at 22 my daughters were 4, 2 and newborn twins. I was tired to the bone for years and had a two acre flower garden (biz) at the same time. I was just talking to my daughter one of the twins who is now 33 and we were laughing about me being 38 when she graduated high school. Little did I know my tired to the bone days were over. LOL!
So I’m sending you some of my extra energy…do you feel it my friend?
I love ya more!
Tess
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Tess The Bold Life Says:
25 March 2010 at 8:56 am.
Oh and one more thing…Megan Bord, and I flew to CA to meet Jay and Joy and we were in Blogger Friend heaven…it was like we all new each other for years…and felt the love and acceptance that connects the world in each other’s presence…T. xo
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Jonie Says:
25 March 2010 at 11:11 am.
I’ve missed you and it’s so lovely to see you back again – tired or not your words are always worth reading. Thanks. Hugs, Jonie
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Julie Says:
25 March 2010 at 11:45 am.
Oh sweet one… You do know, of course, that in being completely open and vulnerable, truly naked, you show us we can be, too. And we try it and love it and keep coming back for more of your unspoken encouragement, relishing the feelings that bubble to the surface, and those feelings speak of our own life’s flow, which we then share with you. So, in essence, you’ve created a circle, receiving back exactly what you first offer. You’ve a beautiful community, here, and I’m in awe of you for it, because it clearly shows the powerful love you exude. It’s a mutual love-fest and we all are blessed!
You can’t help but speak profoundly wise sentiments, and it’s one of the reasons I love you so much. You wrote: “…our most beautiful and authentic selves. We no longer try (even subtly) to impress or seek approval by writing something all tidy and coherent. We don’t have energy for that. There is something beautifully clean about being stripped down to the bone. I think it is the freest feeling I’ve ever known. That is, indeed, being “clean.” It’s real, healthy, sane, free of drama… It’s the place where goodness grows and love blooms. It’s the state of being so blessedly open that Love/Life flows freely, from elsewhere, through, and then beyond, creating an effortless wholesome connection to, well, anything, everything. It’s the place that allows “being.”
And you share that nugget of beauty, that glimpse of a way to life that is so incredibly awesome, sharing it so effortlessly because you live it. Just by being you, you are profound. I’m grinning from ear to ear knowing that if we were in person, I’d be laughing and hugging you right now, giddy with the joy that comes from laughing at ourselves, tripping over words trying to describe something so FELT… So, LOL, the next time you want to just pop in and say hi, with nothing at ALL important or meaningful to say, please don’t hesitate!
Oh, Rob, I do love you so…! ~ Jul
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Alex Says:
25 March 2010 at 1:58 pm.
Lovely to hear from you…& I do really hear your voice.
Just keep on walking, one step at a time & you’ll get to exactly where you’re meant to be…& you’ll have enjoyed naked nature all the way!
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Mike King Says:
25 March 2010 at 5:32 pm.
Sometimes Robin it really seems that people over think things and their writing. Your message here to me reads with more emotion than some that are planned to be profound and thought provoking. And that is a good thing. Solitude clears the mind, I absolutely agree, and often its in that state of mind where we actually have the connection to our souls to realize the emotion that drives our actions, instead of our thoughts. I certainly know I’m guilty of over-thinking sometimes. Good luck with the book and emotion needed to get through it!
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ZuzannaM Says:
25 March 2010 at 6:56 pm.
Dear Robin,
“Down to the Bone”- You never cease to amaze!
Walking naked and ‘Down to the Bone’ sounds just perfect to me. I think, you have touched many with your honesty, love, and caring for those who come to know you, the on line friends. What I have learned from this post was that one has to choose what is most important to them, at that very moment. Your post clearly shows that you are doing the right thing. Thank you for being such a wonderful and kind friend. Even the little time, you have on hands you touching hearts of many. You are loving and inspirational individual, I love you for the unique quality you posses.
My warmest greetings,
Love, Zuzanna
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marcel lemieux Says:
25 March 2010 at 8:52 pm.
No matter where you are, because of inner beauty and love, you are everywhere where you want to be and where vibrations are cool…and in our hearts….Creativity and life is not a force we manipulate..it is something we let flow..and there is always time to take a break and time to invent…enjoy every moment my soul friend…peace ..Marcel
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Wilma Ham Says:
25 March 2010 at 9:47 pm.
Brain dead is the way to go, let the heart speak and let the wind carry your message. That is the message we hear, the wind carries only messages of the heart and see, we all heard it.
You can hear my message too in the wind next time you walk, xox Wilma
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Robb Says:
26 March 2010 at 3:28 am.
Kia ora Wild Sister,
I was on this walk with you. When I cannot walk you walk for me.
Kia kaha,
Aroha
Robb
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Linda Wolf (Insanely Serene) Says:
26 March 2010 at 4:38 am.
Robin,
Wonderful, fresh, clear, clean post – I love the references to walking, and am very impressed that you take that long walk every day. It is inspiring, because walking is my main exercise and with winter I have not been out there. My body feels cramped and sore, and needs to stretch. Thanks for modeling clarity and freedom and demonstrating your passion at its bare bones. I look forward to the publication of your book.
Best,
Linda
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Amit Sodha - The Power Of Choice Says:
26 March 2010 at 8:25 am.
Hi Robin,
It’s ok, i didn’t feel like sharing after I returned from my trip, i was totally burned out but there was just one thing I wanted to do and that was share my thanks to people for their prayers during a very difficult time.
4 miles in 45 minutes?? Do you have rockets attached to your shoes? I can’t barely run 3.5 miles in 39 minutes! LOL You must be a superfast walker!
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Chris Edgar Says:
26 March 2010 at 12:24 pm.
Hi Robin — I like that way of putting it about fatigue — I know when I’ve walked around in a tired state, not having the energy to put on any kind of airs has been liberating.
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Debbie Hampton Says:
26 March 2010 at 2:01 pm.
Robin, thank you for sharing such a beautiful and simple revelation. When everything is stripped away with bare honesty all we ever really have to give is ourselves in whatever form. It is so freeing to not have to feel you need to impart anything else…and, yet that alone is of so much value…the most really.
I had a brain injury 3 years ago, I was seriously mentally impaired. However, it was really a blessing in disguise. I did not have the mental energy or capacity to even begin to feed an ego or try to impress anyone with anything. It was all I could honestly do just to function and that took all my mental reserves. It was the first time I ever really was honest in my presentation to the world or even with myself. I couldn’t be anything else even if I wanted to. It was a good learning experience and one which I have maintained even though I am now recovered.
Thank you for taking it “down to the bone” to extend honest love to yourself and us.
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Hilary Says:
27 March 2010 at 5:05 am.
Hi Robin .. I know better late than never is a good maxim .. life is taking its toll this end of the world – but it resolves. I am so pleased your book is nearly there – it will be an excellent read. Your writing has always inspired, and has been to the bone too – explaining how you felt out in the complete wild – naked in Eden.
It’s encouraging to know how you relate, how you cope and to hear your words .. we all work things through in our own way. On top of which we all now know why you look so xxxx good!! Long walks and fresh air, let alone long limbs to drift along on the blowing zephyrs, giving you lift and transporting you hither and thither letting you explore your (our) world.
I love your words … paring ourselves is what we need, we can see through the clutter and so can everyone else .. good to be here .. and see you around .. with love and hugs – Hilary
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Lynda Lehmann Says:
27 March 2010 at 8:57 am.
I call it going to “Ground Zero.” Sadly, that phrase has a new connotation since the recognized “Advent” of terrorism’s influence on the modern world.
But I know what you mean. You have expounded and expressed yourself and your vital energy, and reached a quiet place at the bottom of it all, which is really the base and place of your core self. It’s a good place to be, in my mind. It means you have lived fully and authentically and in keeping with your deepest goals and desires.
Kudos to you for “being there,” Robin. And all your stated feelings about your readers are mutual. Congrats on completing all the work on your book. May you continue to feel invigorated and elated!
Much love,
Lynda
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Lance Says:
27 March 2010 at 5:14 pm.
Robin,
Know that without you even saying it…I “know” that I am loved here. And that is your beautiful presence, even when you are not here (physically creating in this space), you are “here” (here in my heart).
Once again, your open-ness shines through. And that is a gift to everyone who reads here….and definitely to me. I feel more okay in truly being me…as I watch your beautiful “dance” through life…
Peace and love always to you, dear friend….
Lance
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Catrien Ross Says:
28 March 2010 at 5:53 am.
Robin, radiant Robin, thank you for this sharing. When you say, “we don’t have energy for that,” it means that we can be only energy – stripped down to the essential essence of our being, all trappings and falsehoods fallen away. And how brilliantly that authentic essence then shines. For your profound love, for the gratitude you remind us of so grandly and so eloquently, thank you, Robin. Much love to you from the wind and the mountains in Japan – Catrien Ross.
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Martyna Bizdra Says:
28 March 2010 at 1:28 pm.
Robin
Nature refreshes! I was in the garden today walking with my dogs and the rain was heavy.
I saw a bird sitting on a piece of wood singing joyfully, totally oblivious to the rain!
have a great day over there
yours, Martyna
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Lauren Says:
29 March 2010 at 10:26 am.
Dear Robin,
I found myself wanting to come “visit” you once again! The Longevity Conference with David Wolfe and others (Paul Stamets the mushroom guy!) was awesome and we viewed some wonderful footage of pristine environments.
I couldn’t help but think of you with your toes and feet connected to the earth. We had earth grounding technology and they showed blood work of a few of the participants before and after being “grounded” and it was astonishing.
My mind wandered to Robin with her feet on the earth, in the water, and envisioned you going for your wonderful walks in a beautiful place. How good is that!
You know, before I started blogging recently I viewed interacting with others on the internet as impersonal and unlike the close connections I have with my remarkable friends. How wrong I was!
I have “met” the most wonderful people who have been so supportive and loving. It warms my heart tremendously. You are one of those individuals who have been so kind to me and I thank you!
Can’t wait to visit again.
Warm regards,
Lauren
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29 March 2010 at 9:02 pm.
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Chrissy Says:
30 March 2010 at 2:05 am.
Sometimes when we are tired, there is so much less pretence. None of us function brilliantly 100% of the time, the simplicity of this message is rather lovely, much love ~chrissyX
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Evita Says:
30 March 2010 at 5:47 am.
Hi Robin
It is always wonderful to hear from you, no matter what you say. Just the friendly and loving energy that you share on this page and in your words is such a beautiful thing.
I am glad that you are still walking and taking that time to be in nature, as I am sure that alone is very cleansing and uplifting. And speaking of hiking, you are on my bucket list, for that very special reason
http://evolvingbeings.com/posts/678/how-personal-connections-inspired-a-special-bucket-list/
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Sandra Says:
31 March 2010 at 3:53 pm.
Hi Robin,
I wish you peace this day. Good luck on the writing. It can be very emotional to put the feelings to paper. I, too, am writing a book and now the angst y joy that it brings. Take the solitude as God’s precious gift. Peace y Love Always
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Jenn Says:
31 March 2010 at 7:13 pm.
I love the music on your page.. and this resonated with my strongly tonight,..
“For tonight I move naked through Eden, with my soul bare, and it is more than enough.
It is everything that really matters to me.”
thank you,. I am teary-eyed and this is is so beautiful to be here 
xx Jenn
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Nea | Self Improvement Saga Says:
7 April 2010 at 7:45 am.
Robin, my dear friend. I am so happy that you’re making such progress on your book. Now please tell me exactly how one can walk so far in 45 minutes. Wow. Wow. Wow. You’re my hero now even more so than before. I’ve been walking a a little over 3 miles a day around a beautiful lake that’s the center point of a local park’s walking trail. And it takes just under an hour. Maybe I need to do a little more walking & a lot less admiring the silly geese. LOL
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Robin Easton Reply:
March 26th, 2010 at 5:18 pm
DEAR FRIENDS:
Your comments are SO beautiful. I wish I had time from work to answer each one. I am inspired, deeply moved, I feel seen, loved and connected to you more than I really can express.
When I started my blog over 2 years ago I never would have believed that I could feel SO connected, and feel so much love from and for so many beautiful souls. I cannot really express the potential I see in the internet for connecting GOOD people and reaffirming the love that exists in the world, the goodness that exists, the caring and wisdom. You truly leave me stunned.
I read through your comments, and since I am still feeling very “down to the bone” and raw lately, I am moved to tears by your thoughtfulness. I found it amazing the love that was sparked in me reading your words, and that I felt flowing outward into the world. That love that wells up in me from you and for you helps to heal the world, I can’t imagine it doing anything but that.
I am very moved, and SO proud of you all.
You are remarkable and unforgettable.
Love,
Robin
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